May 25 2005
The Conflict
I grew up a punk. I was introduced to Minor Threat and Dead Kennedys one summer while visiting my grandparents, probably about the age of 10. It didn’t hurt that one of the instructors at the computer camp I went to (did I say punk, I meant nerd) was also way into punk, as was evident by the DK logo on his Converse. Over the next decade I continually refined my taste of punk music, digging stuff from all extremes (from Crass to Op Ivy, from 45 Grave and all the Death Rock bands to the Freeze, from Black Flag and Fear to the Misfits and Samhain – the list goes on and on).
And my point? Well, as a modern businessman who owns a music industry company, I sometimes face an inner conflict. The adept entrepreneur in me often sees people and opportunities in a way very different from the core values I developed via the punk and DIY way of thinking.
The challenge is to find a happy medium.
I think it’s just fine to be indie and punk and DIY your whole life, never buying into a capitalistic way of doing things. I also think it is fine to change your mind once you’ve matured, experienced new things, and have been influenced by a wide range of circumstances. What I don’t think is necessary is to bind yourself to set rules unless you truly believe in them.
So when I think a statement like “to lead a business to success, one must be able to view all relationships both from a human interaction standpoint as well as a ‘how can I make money from this relationship’ standpoint, I sometimes feel conflicted. As if Jello Biafra would be shaking his finger at me, reminding me that money and greed are the source of so many of our universal problems..
On the other hand, I really enjoy getting paid to do what I do. It sure beats doing something I hate and only getting to do this in my spare time for a hobby.
So the way I balance it out is as such: I treat artists with the respect they deserve, because without them, I don’t have a job. I don’t charge exorbitant amounts of money just because a record label might pay it (and charge it back to the artist of course). I am in this business because music has always been the fundamental base of my life. It’s been there through everything else that has come and gone. Naturally I want to pay my bills, and I work hard enough that I think it’s okay to charge what I do. But that punk upbringing has definitely given me an attitude towards the business end of the music industry that I feel makes me quite unique.
